sweetnovember

Maafkan aku bunda, ampuni aku Tuhan.
Aku berdosa..
Bersalah karena telah membuatmu sedih bunda.. berdosa karena kurang bersyukur akan anugrah-Mu Tuhan.
Tidurku benar2 tak nyenyak, terlelappun aku bermimpi aneh.. mimpi yang biasanya hanya muncul bila hatiku di bawah kesedihan yang paling sedih.
Di hari-hari Mu yang semuanya suci, aku meminta padamu bunda-ku.. aku memohon pada-Mu Tuhanku.. biarkan Aku selalu bersamamu dan bersama-Mu.

THERES TIMES WHERE I WANT SOMETHING MORE, SOMEONE MORE LIKE ME
THERES TIMES WHEN THIS DRESS REHEARSAL, SEEMS INCOMPLETE
BUT, YOU SEE THE COLORS IN ME LIKE NO ONE ELSE
AND BEHIND YOUR DARK GLASSES YOURE…YOURE SOMETHING ELSE

YOURE REALLY LOVELY, UNDERNEATH IT ALL
YOU WANT TO LOVE ME, UNDERNEATH IT ALL
IM REALLY LUCKY, UNDERNEATH IT ALL… YOURE REALLY LOVELY

YOU KNOW SOME REAL BAD TRICKS, AND YOU NEED SOME DISCIPLINE
BUT, LATELY YOUVE BEEN TRYING REAL HARD, AND GIVING ME YOUR BEST
AND, YOU GIVE ME THE MOST GORGEOUS SLEEP, THAT IVE EVER HAD
AND WHEN ITS REALLY BAD, I GUESS ITS NOT THAT BAD

SO MANY MOONS THAT WE HAVE SEEN, STUMBLING BACK NEXT TO ME
IVE SEEN RIGHT THROUGH AND UNDERNEATH, AND YOU MAKE ME BETTER
IVE SEEN RIGHT THROUGH AND UNDERNEATH, AND YOU MAKE ME BETTER
BETTER… BETTER…

YOU ARE MY REAL PRINCE CHARMIN, LIKE THE HEAT FROM THE FIRE
YOU WERE ALWAYS BURNIN, AND EACH TIME YOURE AROUND
MY BODY KEEPS STALIN, FOR YOUR TOUCH
YOUR KISSES AND YOUR SWEET ROMANCIN
THERES AN UNDERSIDE TO YOU, THAT SO MANY ADORE
ASIDE FROM YOUR TEMPER, EVERYTHING ELSE SECURE
YOURE GOOD FOR ME, BABY…
OH THAT, IM SURE, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, I WANT MORE

YOUVE USED UP ALL YOUR COUPONS, AND ALL YOUVE GOT LEFT IS ME
AND SOMEHOW IM FULL OF FORGIVENESS, I GUESS ITS MEANT TO BE…

(No Doubt)

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn’t stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can’t get near you now

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I’m with you
I’ll take the chance

mata jadi merah dan berkaca-kaca kalo denger lagu ini. di occasion apa aja.. at least gw jadi terdiem.. keinget lagi masa2 yang diabisin bareng temen2.. entah melayang ke langit mana pikiran gw kalo denger lagu ini.. tapi, yang jelas, tadi malem ada temen lama (9 tahun ga ketemu) yang nelpon. telepon yang ngingetin gw bener2 terbang ke sekian tahun ke belakang.. 

and here it is: 

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives. Where we’re gonna be when we turn 25. I keep thinking times will never change. Keep on thinking things will always be the same. But when we leave this year we won’t be coming back. No more hanging out cause we’re on a different track. And if you got something that you need to say. You better say it right now cause you don’t have another day. Cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down. These memories are playing like a film without sound. And I keep thinking of that night in June. I didn’t know much of love. But it came too soon. And there was me and you. And then we got real blue. Stay at home talking on the telephone. We would get so excited and we’d get so scared. Laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair. And this is how it feels.

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs. And we make the big money. When we look back now. Will our jokes still be funny? Will we still remember everything we learned in school? Still be trying to break every single rule. Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man? Can Heather find a job that won’t interfere with her tan? I keep, I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye. Keep on thinking it’s a time to fly. And this is how it feels.

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now? Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow? I guess I thought that this would never end. And suddenly it’s like we’re women and men. Will the past be a shadow that will follow us ’round? Will these memories fade when I leave this town. I keep, I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye. Keep on thinking it’s a time to fly.

I close the door. Like so many times, so many times before. Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor. I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word.
I try to sleep, yeah. But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me. A thousand more regrets unraveling. OOoh, if you were here right now, I swear I’d tell you this
Baby I don’t wanna waste another day. Keepin it inside, it’s killing me. Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you. I wish that I could find the words to say. Baby I would tell you, every time you leave. I’m inconsolable
I climb the walls, yeah. I can see the edge, But I can’t take the fall, no I’ve memorized the number. So why can’t I make the call. Maybe cause I know you’ll always be with me. In the possibility
No, no, no
I don’t wanna be like this. I just wanna let you know. That everything I hold in. Is everything I can’t let go (oooh, can’t let go). Cause baby…
Don’t you know it baby. I don’t wanna waste another day. I wish that I could find the words to say. Baby I would tell you, every time you leave. I’m inconsolable
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Oooh, I’m inconsolable
Whoaa yeah. I’m inconsolable